'Somewhere between good and bad.Emotionally exhausted but still hopeful.Thank God for everything, eyes open right, views of the world.Great job, great picture, great story to share, thanks so much. Amen to come, more than once, tips to share. Lots of love, lots of luck, lots of tests over time.
Ways to grow winds to wings, birds and bees, songs to sing, dances in the light of day. Good times, sad times, waves to be made.Lions,Tigers,Bears;Oh My:Boys To Men:Over The Decades.: ♦ALL MY EGGS IN ONE BASKET.Amen to come, more than once, tips to share. Lots of love, lots of luck, lots of tests over time.
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Ways to grow winds to wings, birds and bees, songs to sing, dances in the light of day. Good times, sad times, waves to be made.Lions,Tigers,Bears;Oh My:Boys To Men:Over The Decades.: ♦ALL MY EGGS IN ONE BASKET.
We both know you never loved me or even cared about me. You didn't even see me as your friend. .I was just some RANDOM person to you even though we knew each other for years an we had history. But I'm sure I was just another person to have sex with. So why did you seek me out . Amen to come, more than once, tips to share. Lots of love, lots of luck, lots of tests over time.
Flip the card, or flip the coin lifestyle, poker players, creation of wealth on paper skills to share for a fee-Charley can lie for two years to family, why not lie on paper about money that you can print for a family of fools.Seasons Of Delight, Wishes And Stars.Boats To Float, Ships To Sail.Snakes, freaks, and frogs I Love Myself. Do You?
Why did you press so hard .. was it just to win me over. To get me to fall in love . Knowing once you had my heart I would stay longer.. I hate having to accept that you are not a nice person. You knew about my past failed relationships.
You knew I suffered from mental illnesses.. you knew I was disabled because of that you even knew i hade PTSD from my ex husbands abuse. Yet none of that mattered. You didn't care what you con game would do to me. You didn't care what I would do or how I would handle getting played. Or once I found out that nothing you told me was the truth. That all those promises you told me were just words you used to convince me to let you in my life.
That you sat on my bed and told me I had nothing to worry about. That I would never feel heart break again. That you are not that kind of man to cheat or mess with my mental state of mind. I believed you. Yet you did everything you promised me. . I don't understand how anyone could do such a cruel act. I meant nothing to you but a person to support you .I was a maid a cook. A atm and someone to have sex with. .
Wow I'm just blown away. That you are this person.
Never would have guess it.
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